Oh but it has very much redeemed itself. I’m in such a happy happy happy mood at the moment. I’m in a spontaneous-anything-can-happen type of mood. Wanna know why? Of course you do ^_^. This afternoon when mum got home, she spoke to lauren on the phone and then came outside to tell me something (i was planting an aloe vera plant from a pot into the garden). What she said made me HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!
Apparently, the girl that Lauren and Tali live with (her name is Penny) has been a bitch to Tali, like seriously mean. Like she was to me. When I lived there, with Lauren and Penny, Penny was a complete and total bitch to me. I became severely depressed and had to come home because I couldn’t handle it. Right now, I’m much better. It just feels like the right time to be moving out. I was going to have to plan it all myself – finding a place and being on my own for a while – but now Penny is moving out at the end of the year, and I am going to put forward the suggestion that I move in with Lauren and Tali.
Oh wait. I just realised something that’s brought me back down to earth again… my dinnacat… I can’t move out without him. It’s just the one thing I will not do.
Anyways, I’ll just put it out of my head for a while. I always end up thinking about things in either a totally positive, or totally negative way. I can’t see it as both at the same time.
After my hair dried from my shower this morning, it was so soft and shiny! That’s a regular occurence with my hair – if I’ve been happy for a while, even my hair shows it ^_^. I said to marty this afternoon that I should go on one of those stupid pantene ads, with the women on them who won the pantene 14 day challenge. But, instead of saying “look how beautiful my hair is since i started using pantene” I’d say “look how beautiful my hair is since I’ve been using cheap shampoo and conditioner from the supermarket” yeah, stuff you pantene. Bloody $16 for a bottle of shampoo. Ridiculous.
I’m confused by this whole ’scent’ thing that girls have. I do not have my own personal favourite perfume. But my sister, and all her friends, and all my friends have their own signature perfumes. I can tell when Lauren has borrowed clothes of mine because of the smell. It’s not bad, it’s quite pleasant really, but it’s a dead giveaway. Not that I mind all that much. We share wardrobes whenever possible. But I’m much taller than her, so all her skirts and pants are short on me, and i look like an idiot if i wear them. But back to the scent thing. I don’t have a scent, to my knowledge. I’m quite partial to the smell of baby powder because it smells so clean and fresh, and also of my shampoo because it smells like fruit salad (sort of – it’s fruit salad shampoo) and also I have essential oil of frangi pani (sp?) which I love because I love frangi pani flowers. So really, i’ll always smell like any of those, or a mixture of them. I guess that’s my scent then. Well… no one can say it’s not original.. and it’s a lot cheaper than chanel no. 5, or dkny the fragrance (which I refer to as dickney)