I’ve been watching Lost most of the afternoon. Right now, an episode with Desmond as the focus character has started. This is awesome because Desmond is probably my favourite at the moment. I love his accent, and he has the power to see into the future randomly. But then there is this side-story running throughout that is like the “Final Destination” movies so far (it might develop into something more impressive, but for now it’s not all that amazing) whereby Desmond sees Charlie dying in various ways and accordingly prevents his death. Plus i just realised why Desmond calls everyone “brother”. I was wondering about that.

The people next door are having arguments again. They yell really loudly, and because I went down to put the garbage out (good timing!) I could hear quite a lot of what they said, but I still couldn’t understand what they were arguing about. Mum thinks it is the 15 year old boy who lives there that was yelling. He apparently plays “that stupid game” in his backyard (which is how mum described it) which Rosie elaborated upon by saying, “yeah, I know what you’re talking about, he has a stick and waves it around like Star Wars, and runs up and down the yard and does noises and stuff.” Lol!

pict-030.jpgNoelle and I had our picnic at Roma Street Parklands today. As you can see, the grass really is greener… over there. There’s one big expanse of grass which has dried up and died, but the rest is still alive and well. Noelle and I had wheat-free bread (super dense but yum) with cream cheese, tomato, lettuce, jarlsberg and also some chicken from a chicken salad that we got from McDonalds at Roma St station, seeing as there were no real shops open today (Noelle said, “Those labour day sales adds were misleading! They’re the reason I thought shops would be open today.”) We also had some watermelon and some rice crackers, and pineapple juice. It was a lovely picnic. Dumb ibis.

One bad experience of the day was public transport. Brisbane Public Transport SUCKS! Allow me to explain: Noelle’s bus came fifteen minutes late, so when it arrived, another one arrived at the same time. Once Noelle had arrived in the City, we walked down to Central Station. After viewing the timetable tvs, we found a Roma Street Train would be leaving Platform 5 in approx. four minutes – plenty of time to get down to the platform and get on the train, right? Well, in any other universe but this one apparently. None of the escalators providing access to platforms 5 & 6 were going down – they were all set to go up. So, not a big problem, we hurried down the stairs. We struggled through a throng of people exiting the train we wanted to board, and just as we got to the yellow line, the doors closed – right in the face of some foreign guy who shrieked and jumped backwards. With over two minutes until the departure time scheduled on the screen, the train pulled away from the platform at the signal whistle from a QR employee. We spoke to this person, who became defensive and indignant. It wasn’t her fault she blew the whistle, apparently. She can’t control the train timetables. She doesn’t have to take this. I said to her, “You are a representative of Queensland Rail – in fact, the only one that I can see this minute. You are the person we’re speaking to about it.” Noelle said “You blew the whistle for the train to go!” But apparently this logic was too obvious for her, and she walked away from the discussion muttering under her breath.

Queensland Rail could benefit from some customer service training for their staff.

Whenever mum calls out to me, no matter what she’s saying, it makes me feel like I’m in trouble for something. This is especially true if she’s calling up from downstairs. She says “Hey Cass…” but the tone is like a warning sound, and I respond warily with “yeah….?” slowly. It’s either going to be a random question about something-or-other which I won’t know the answer to straight away anyway, or I’m going to be berrated for not wiping the bench down properly or something.

Well, I’m tired and have a headache. I’m going to go to sleep so that I’m at my best for work tomorrow, and so that I don’t seem “not myself”. Who am I if I’m not me? Someone less likeable perhaps… Sorry everyone! Here are some pictures to make up for it:

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I thought I’d compare my answers to this random blog survey from a while ago to how I would answer the questions today. The “Then” answers are from sometime in 2001. About six years ago now :)

1. IF YOU COULD GO BACK AND GIVE BIRTH TO YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD YOU NAME YOU?

Then: I find saskia pretty unusual, and i always think it suits me for some reason… yeah. saskia.
Now: I can’t imagine having any other name than Cass. Actually, I can imagine it, but if I do it’s just like me thinking “this name so doesn’t suit me!”. Also, what’s the deal with giving birth to yourself? Doubleyouteeeff!!one

2. WHAT TWO ADJECTIVES WOULD YOU USE TO DESCRIBE THE FOLLOWING:

YOUR INTELLECT:

Then: useful, interesting
Now: insatiable, dormant

YOUR SEX LIFE:

Then: boring, fucked (ha… how ironic)
Now: Just right

YOUR ATTITUDE:

Then: weird, happy
Now: hyper, casual

YOUR SPIRITUALITY:

Then: personal, original
Now: still undiscovered

YOUR PASSIONS:

Then: beautiful, individual
Now: obscure, undefined

YOUR FAMILY:

Then: unique, brilliant
Now: strong, unique

YOUR FRIENDS:

Then: great but absent
Now: supportive, appreciated

3. TO GET RIGHT TO THE MEAT…IF YOU HAD THE OPTION OF BUMPIN UGLIES WITH ANYONE YOU KNOW PERSONALLY…WHO WOULD IT BE?

Then: I really don’t understand the whole ‘bumpin uglies’ term. but um… at the moment, i don’t know anyone well enough to want to ‘bump uglies’ with… ask me last week and i would have said… oh you don’t want to know
Now: Just one person right now. I generally don’t look around at my friends and think “gosh I’d really like to root you.”

ANY MUSICIAN?

Then: anyone tall, dark, cute… with olive skin and beautiful eyes… who fits that description? I don’t really take that much notice of what musicians look like… i’m too busy listening to their music
Now: Oh um… Paul Banks (Interpol); Julian Casablancas (The Strokes); any one of The Kooks; Trent Reznor (NIN… and he sort of reminds me of Snape from HP – Alan Rickman); Kele Okereke (Bloc Party).

ANY ACTOR?

Then: Oh yeah, Logan from dark angel… michael weatherly. Or Hugh Jackman.. he is sooo sexy.
Now: Noel Fielding from The Mighty Boosh; Richard Kahan from The 4400; McGee or Dinozzo from NCIS

ANY WRITER?

Then: That would be a bit sad wouldn’t it? the only male writers that I admire (whose books I read) are much too old.
Now: Hmmmm still no.

4. IF YOU COULD BRING ANYONE BACK FROM THE DEAD TO DO THE HORIZONTAL BOP WITH, WHO WOULD IT BE?

Then: ew… bring people back from the dead? that sounds gross…necrophaelia or something…
Now: Yeah… still not a necrophiliac.

5. IF YOU COULD REPLACE ANY MEMBER OF ANY BAND, DEAD OR LIVING, WHOSE PLACE WOULD YOU TAKE?

Then: I wouldn’t want to replace any members of a band.. except for if the person i was replacing was really bad and it would be an improvement… but that’d be embarrassing. My non-existent reputation would really take a beating.
Now: I wouldn’t want to replace any member of a band, except maybe for one night just to pretend to play guitar and really i’m just going “strum strum strum!” really enthusiastically. Only it’s not plugged in. So no one can hear it. But only once.

6. IF YOU COULD LIVE THE LIFE OF ANY CHARACTER IN ANY MOVIE, WHOSE LIFE WOULD YOU LIVE?

Then: I’m going to cheat in this one… i want to be max from the dark angel pilot episode, which was also released as a single movie… or else i’d want to be jen from crouching tiger, hidden dragon.
Now: I really like my life. Maybe I would like to play the lead role in the movie of my life.

ANY BOOK?

Then: I’d love to be Sayuri from Memoirs of a Geisha, just to wear all those beautiful Kimino…
Now: Either Penelope or Charlotte from The Lost Art of Keeping Secrets (Eva Rice), Kivrin from Doomsday Book (Connie Willis), Liyana from Habibi (Naomi Shihab-Nye), Ginny from Harry Potter

ANY TV SHOW?

Then: Max from DARK ANGEL! stupid question… To make it a bit more interesting, i’d also like to be maya from just shoot me… the whole journalism thing attracts me… but i wouldn’t be so annoyingly moralistic
Now: Still Max from Dark Angel, and also Abby from NCIS :)

7. IF YOU WERE TO TITLE YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD THE TITLE BE?

Then: “The essence of Mary”… or “I narrowly missed a bear” or “I’m not a bad driver – these are just my oranges”
Now: Super Freak, maybe… or Nerd Central. Or maybe “I can has a life?” and then, underneath that, “No, you can’t has a life – Not yours (pointing to a picture of a life)”

8. WHAT SONG, IF ANY, IS SO PERSONAL TO YOU THAT YOU COULD HAVE WRITTEN IT?

Then: Bic Runga, Sway… I always relate so well to that song.. especially if i have a crush on someone when i hear it… ^_^
Now: Pretty much if any song relates to any sort of emotionality, or even if it doesn’t, I will find a way to relate it to my life and feel emotional about it (either positive or negative). That’s sort of the reason that I listen to music. That and that it rocks.

9. WHAT MOVIE, IF ANY, DO YOU WISH YOU HAD WRITTEN?

Then: Hmm.. tough one. Oh, I wish i had written dogma, cause that was such a funny movie and i wish i could take credit for it. Jay and silent bob crack me up.
Now: Any of my favourite movies. But then again, I wonder if I could really have enjoyed them as much as I did if I actually came up with them?

10. WHAT BOOK, IF ANY, DO YOU WISH YOU HAD WRITTEN?

Then: Habibi, by Naomi Shihab Nye, because it’s a beautiful book and i could read it a million times without getting tired of it.
Now: Probably Harry Potter, because then I would know the ending.

11. IF YOU WERE TO LIST THE ESSENTIAL QUALTIES OF YOUR PERFECT LOVER, WHAT WOULD THEY BE?

Then: Sensitive but not to the point of being annoying, able to take control, be caring, understanding, strong (not necessarily physically, although it would help) someone that i love and understand, and who loves and understands me… or at least, who likes me back. Am i naive or what??? lol.
Now: Strength (inner strength – emotionally, strength of character, strength of convictions), openness, sense of adventure, funny, weird, interesting

12. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND RELIVE ANY PORTION OF YOUR HISTORY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

Then: *I’ve edited this, because it goes on for a bit and it’s annoying*
Now: Nussink, I am me because of the choices I have made and the things I have experienced.

13. IF YOU WERE A PAWN SHOP ITEM, WAITING PATIENTLY TO BE REDEEMED, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?

Then: a pokemon trading card… or a beanie baby toy… or some useless crap like that. I don’t know why… just what came into my head.
Now: I’d probably be a game console… “pick me! Pick me! I’m so much fun! Come and play!”

14. IF YOU WERE A REFRIGERATOR, WHAT SORT OF MAGNETS WOULD YOU STICK TO YOURSELF?

Then: Definitely the ones that say “Be smart, use public transport, and GO CAT GO!” which are advertising queensland public transport. my sister has them on her fridge. I’d also have all the free magnets that you get from places like traveland and the video store.
Now: The same magnets that are on our fridge now. Angela Anaconda, brightly coloured letter magnets so you can write things like “Rosie eatz dick”.

15. IF YOU WERE A CLOCK WHAT TIME WOULD YOU BE?

Then: 6:54am
Now: 8:20pm

16. ARE YOU SICK OF THESE QUESTIONS YET

Then: well, if i was i wouldn’t keep going. it was my choice to do this survey wasn’t it? least i think it was my choice…
Now: Still a dumb question.

17. HOW MANY SURREALISTS DOES IT TAKE TO SCREW IN A LIGHTBULB?

Then: stuff the surrealists… i could make a good joke out of that one: “they didn’t have enough to go around” or something.
Now: Dripping wax melted cartoon face.

 

Because they caused me to lose about an hour of blog content. So Annoying!

Now I’m watching NCIS and also typing and also preoccupied.

I was going to post before & after answers to a survey – one that I had answered six years ago, but the power outage stole all my words. This never would’ve happened with WordPress 2!

I’m thinking about my birthday. What to do, what to do. Fun will be involved, and music at some point.

I can’t wait for this weekend! So many fun things.

 

I haven’t really felt like writing for the past couple of weeks. I guess I haven’t really had anything I needed to get off my chest or vent about. Not surprising considering that I wasn’t at work. These have been the most relaxing two weeks of my entire year, that I can remember anyway. Tomorrow marks my first day back at work. I’m trying not to think about it, which is pretty difficult for me because whenever I’m anxious or stressed about something, I tend to work my way through every possible scenario in my head to prepare myself for whatever could happen. It doesn’t work, so I stress myself out for nothing. I’m trying to not pre-empt and let things eventuate on their own, and just take things as they come. I’m not saying that I’m being very successful, but the point is that I’m making an effort. I think.

I thought I would sum up 2006 for me with the major events of my life.

1. Stepped on foreign soil for the very first time
In January of last year, Lauren and I flew to Heathrow via Brunei and Dubai from Brisbane. It was the most exhilarating, exciting, eye-opening and overwhelming experience of my life thus far. We visited 9 countries in 12 days via Contiki tour, and then added another one to our list by booking cheap flights through Ryanair (their planes were scary) and flying to Ireland. We also did a quick three-day visit to Berlin, and then toured some of the English countryside on our last couple of weeks in the UK.

2. Completely re-evaluated my life
It may not seem like it, but when I got back from our overseas trip, I felt as though I had changed fundamentally. I was no longer the same person that had left Australia six weeks earlier. I felt that I needed people to see me for who I was, as someone new, and treat me accordingly, or I would fall into the trap of acting the same as I had before and being the old me simply because that’s the way people were treating me. I went through a dark time of depression when I tried to reintegrate into my old life – settling back into the old routine of work, sleep, work, sleep, ad infinitum. I felt that I was wasting my life. I desperately wanted to be learning, to be at university or just somewhere else different entirely from my old life. I wanted to escape and keep travelling, either change the world or make a huge change in my own life.

Despite my current work situaion, I’m much happier now. I still feel unfulfilled, but I see it as a good thing because I know that there is more out there for me. I’m looking forward to learning and developing myself in other areas, and discovering which path I should be walking to get to where I want to go. I just know that the next job for me is just waiting for me to reach out and grab it.

3. Broke my arm
This was a huge thing for me. I seem to have quite a lot of injuries, but nothing that’s really obvious. Everything that I have is long term and I’ve learnt to deal with whatever effect it has on my life. In early June, I was playing around on Rosie’s new(ish) skateboard in the downstairs part of the house. The statistics of injuries involving skateboards or the title of this point should make it obvious what happened. I tried to tic-tac, and then ended up flying through the air and landing very hard on my arm, with it twisted around behind my back. It was broken in three places, as I found out later. Anyway, I eventually (about two hours later) got to the hospital, and a couple of weeks later I had to go back in for an operation to have my wrist re-set and so they could drill into my bone to screw bits of metal to it. The pain after the operation, when I was at home recovering, was so bad that I would just lie on a mattress in the lounge room writhing around and whimpering. After they took the recovery cast off, I had to wear a splint for eight weeks. My recovery was fairly speedy apparently, but my left wrist will never be as strong as my right wrist.

4. Dinna died
My beloved cat, Dinna, died on the 14th June 2006. This was also Rosie’s 18th birthday. Dinna had been sick for a while with bladder problems. This day, though, the vet discovered that he actually had a tumour on his spine which was causing all the other problems he was having. He took a sharp turn for the worse and mum called me at work to tell me that the vet recommended he be put down. He was given the injection while I was at work, and mum and Rosie picked me up at about lunch time with Dinna in the car with them, so that we could take him to Lauren & Nathan’s new house to bury him. Dinna was an important part of my life. I’d had him for four and a half years. He’d moved interstate four times since he was a kitten. He was a beautiful cat, loving and affectionate. R.I.P. DeeDee.

5. Another family reunion
Well, a reunion of sorts. I think pretty much everyone travelled to Townsville for Aunty Helen’s 50th birthday celebrations. It was great to spend time with all the cousins again, and to see Laura all grown up and FUNNY! And to see Luke and his fiancee Kate (they’re now married) and Francis and his girlfriend Bron (now engaged – getting married on the 24th March). It’s strange seeing people have changed so much while you’ve been too busy concentrating on living your own life. You don’t realise that other people are getting on with theirs until you meet up again… So I’ve grown up quite a bit, but so has everyone else. It was so good to see everyone, even Norm & Yvonne came up from Leeton for the weekend. I went home early because I got sick, which started the conspiracy theory that I always get sick at these big family events (this one was the hat trick).

6. Lauren and Nathan got engaged
I think everyone knew it was going to happen, it was just a matter of time. Nathan proposed to Lauren on her 25th Birthday this year, on the 20th September, while they were having a special birthday meal at the Three Monkeys in West End. Lauren’s the first of the Brisbane children to get engaged, and she’ll be getting married in January 2008. She’s already acting like the wife, and PeePee is their son.

7. I got a new kitten
Napoleon kitten was born in August some time. I went to collect him from D’Aguila (yeah, where the HELL is that???) on 24th September. He’s a manx kitten, now just growing out of his awkward teenage phase and turning into a real cat (he’s growing into his arms and legs). He’s a bit bitey and scratchy (as anyone who has seen my hands and arms recently can attest), but I’m sure he’ll grow out of it, especially once he’s been … you know what’ed. He is the loudest purring cat ever in the history of the universe, and he has the best smell. Kudos to Christian for the image.

8. Made new friends

Christian and Neo are very special friends, I’m glad to have met them. I’ve learnt a lot about photography, domains, self-aggrandising entries on Wikipedia, fluffyness, fully-grown cats… not to mention Trailer Park Boys, Borat, Bruno, Snow Leopards, and Fawlty Towers. I’ve also been fortunate in meeting wonderful people through work – Calum has been a great source of fun, knowledge, inspiration, and help and reassurance, as has Benyamin. Chris (Chrisanova) is important to me also. I’m lucky to have so many special people in my life.


In summary, this year has been pretty turbulent. There have been periods of nothing much at all, and then periods of everything happening at once. I’ve changed significantly from the person I was at the start of last year, but in many ways I’m still the same. My style has changed, my circles of friends have changed (apart from a few mainstays). Fundamentally, I think I’m still the same. There are things I still aspire to do, and to be, and I hope that this year will see me reaching some of my goals. I’ve got an entire year to look forward to. I’m going to make the best of it!

 

Because it’s just so gorram INFORMATIVE, doncha know?

I have had a stupid, stressful week. The only thing I want to do right now is take like… two weeks off work and not think about anything.

ANYway… I had a dinner party last night. I wasn’t in the most energetic, effervescent, happy mood. Apart from that, the evening was pretty good. I appreciate the effort everyone took to come. Thanks!

First course: Lemon & herb grilled haloumi on a rocket & sundried tomato salad
Second course: Butter steaks with field mushrooms on a bed of wilted baby spinach
Third course: Chocolate & kahlua parfaits

The parfaits really needed to be made just before they were to be served. Timing is the most difficult part of any dinner with more than one course. It inevitably involves being in the kitchen while your guests are out waiting for their next meal. Not that it’s a big problem, conversations continue whether I’m in the room or not, but perhaps another time might have been more suited to the occasion – where I had more energy, and was in a better mood.

Chris and I went to Chermy today. Christian was sure we would have a problem finding a park (Chermside is notorious for difficulty in finding parking spaces, and especially with everyone going so hard at Christmas Shopping…) but we had practically no problem at all. It was an entirely different story trying to find particular shops inside Chermy. It seemed like we walked the entire length of the shopping centre about six times, because each time we tried to find something and found we’d been heading in the wrong direction, we just kept going in that direction to eventually come full circle back to where we needed to go, rather than double-back. I think this was partially because we had no time constraints or any agenda, partially because people watching is fascinating.

I bought a new pair of sunglasses from Myer (it took some convincing from Chris, I was weighing up a few different options), some new tops from Cotton On (Cott On! Cott On!), and a stuffonmycat.com 2007 desk calendar, so that I don’t have to look at stupid quotes from WGP or Anon. anymore. BORING! Stuffonmycat = awesome. Napoleon’s favourite of my new shirts is either the apple one or the one with owls on it. Go owls! What are they doing? They’re all over the place atm!

A couple of photos of some disturbing doll Chris and I spotted at Target at Chermy:

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Try me? Well sweetheart, it looks like someone already did! Nobody’s gonna buy the cow if you’re giving the milk away for free! And other unrelated pearls of wisdom.

Does everyone remember the day last week (not sure what day it was… maybe Wednesday?) when Brisbane was sepia toned? As in, the sky was overcast, but had a brownish hue rather than grey… and even the air seemed to be painted over with olden-days colours. It rained that day, and apparently (according to my sources, which I cannot reveal) it was acid rain. I can sort of remember the rain feeling a bit wrong, and there was a funny smell in the air too… I took a photo that evening, because Calum pointed out that the sky looked like someone had smeared shit across it (you can also see some rain falling over some area of Brisbane in this picture… acid rain! maybe.):

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So, those of you who washed your cars in the last couple of days, you’re pretty lucky and maybe even prescient. Those of you who haven’t forked out the money to have your car washed, do it soon to prevent permanent damage to your paint job.

Anyway, I’m tired! We have to put up the Christmas tree tomorrow, because I ended up not having any time to do it today. I’ve been at Chris’ this evening, chilling out and watching Pay TV. And normal TV too, I’m not a TV snob like you are.

 

I was checking my grammar for the title (in French) by translating it in both Babelfish and Worldlingo. Literally translated, it means “I have a bad of the head”. What it means is “I have a headache”. What I really wanted to say, however, was that I have a sore head. I looked it up, and it came up with “j’ai une tête endolorie”. I’ve never seen this endolorie word before, so I did a translation of that sentence back into English. Apparently English doesn’t have an equivalent, because what it comes up with is, “I have a head endolorie”. I’m just wondering what makes it possible for a word to have an equivalent translation from English, but then not to be able to translate that same thing back to the same word in English. It’s really strange…

Anyway, the reason for the title is because yesterday morning I hit my head on the broken soap dish in our shower, and had to get six stitches and a tetanus injection. I bent down and when I stood up, I hit my head against the sharp edge of the soap dish that Nathan broke previously with his head. I stood for a while, washing the conditioner out of my hair, and realised that the water off my head tasted salty, and that there was liquid running down my face even when I wasn’t under the shower. I put my hand up to my face, and it came back with blood all over it. It was then that I realised there was blood all over the floor. I went into mum’s room, and she initially thought that I had botched a dye job or something. She took me to the hospital though, and went dressed in her PA uniform (it seems like we get preferential treatment when they can see mum’s a nurse) so I got seen straight away. It still took a while for them to stitch me up and send me off.

I was seen by an intern, who didn’t use enough local anaesthetic to start with (which, by the way, hurts A LOT more than either the injury OR the stitching) so I could feel him pulling the needle through the cut. Mum thought that I was only going to have a couple of stitches, but I ended up needing six. When I stood back up again after the intern had finished stitching, I looked back at the pillow and it was just red from all the blood.

I was lucky that the cut is just back from the hairline, and so isn’t visible or anything. The registrar came in to see me before the guy started stitching and asked if I could handle some mess for a few days. “What mess?” I said. She said “We could glue your scalp together.” And I said, “Probably not a good idea. I have an awards night tomorrow night.” So stitches it was. I’m relieved. It was bad enough having blood all through my hair, let alone glue. I wonder if I’d even be able to wash my hair? Granted I haven’t washed my hair since it happened, not with shampoo and conditioner anyway, but I’m definitely going to before tonight.

Christian and I watched a few episodes of Jericho last night. It’s a good show. I haven’t watched it since the first episode was on TV, because I don’t keep track of the TV schedule and I don’t really watch TV at all, but this was a show that I would probably buy when it’s out on DVD. Like Lost, which apparently has started its third season, and I haven’t even seen the second one. I really need to catch up.

I have come to the conclusion that there aren’t enough hours in the day. With work, friends, family… how does anyone have time to do anything they want to do? I guess it would be good if what you want to do includes spending time with friends and family (which it does), but it seems to be a difficult balance to be able to do really well at work, and still be able to concentrate on the other things. It might be simply because of overtime at the moment (which wears me out, but I can’t turn it down all the time because it’s good money) and the fact that I feel guilty when I can’t get my usual 15 files done in a normal working day. On Thursday night I hit the wall, as far as productivity is concerned. I did 15 files (I think – as I wasn’t at work yesterday I couldn’t check the report), which should be a good day, but by the end of it I just literally could not even look at another file, I’d just had enough of it.

I’ll have to do a whole heap of work on Monday to make up for my clumsiness on Friday preventing me from being able to go to work. We’re so short staffed at the moment.

Awards night tonight, at City Hall. I wonder what it will be like. I wonder if we’ll win prizes? There will be a couple of different people there this time, I think… Ben will be there, which will be fun. I think it’s Kathryn, Melinda, Penny, Aileen, Scott, Stephen, Debbie, me, Ben, Karen. Maybe. Not sure if I have that right. Or maybe Denis will be there, and someone else not… I’ll find out tonight.

I have to pick up my dress from Scaasi! Yay.

 

I feel like crap. Today was a very flat day. A grey day. A horrible, stupid day.

It’s dumb, because I’ve felt really sick these past two days, and so I haven’t been able to eat anything, but then when I don’t eat, my physical reaction to the drop in sugar levels in my blood is to cry. For no reason. Well, maybe I had reason to this time, but most of the time I have no reason, and it’s just a coincidence that this time there was a reason.

I remember when we were in Berlin, and we had just gotten to the hostel. That morning, when we had left, everything was great. When we arrived in Berlin, at the airport, when we got outside there was SNOW everywhere, and it was SNOWING! And I made footprints in the snow on the side of the covered path from the airport to the subway. My boots, due to the fact that they were so awesome, left imprints of “GET LOST!” and a picture of a kitten in the snow. So it was always a novelty to make a perfect boot print. Anyway, there was an actual reason for me telling this story of Berlin. That being that the day started off so good, and due to the expenditure of energy required to carry bags from the airport to the subway, and then catch the subway and find the stop we needed to get off at, then transport our luggage from the subway stop to our hostel, all of this along with trying to keep warm was VERY exhausting. So I used a lot of energy, and, consequently, started crying and couldn’t stop until I’d had something to eat.

So, therefore, me being sick and upset is a really bad combination. And most of the time, if I’m sick, I’ll also be depressed for the very reason that I don’t/can’t eat.

Whew. Good story is a short story Cass! Thanks Calum. It’s not that I’m not aware of that; it’s just that I’m such a stickler for details.

Anyway, NCIS is on. Ima go watch.

 

Nathan’s friends Brian & David are over for drinx tonite. I have had one and a half, and already I feel a bit woozy. I think it’s because I’m still sick. Later on we’re going to watch V for Vendetta. I think I liked that movie. It was so long ago that I saw it, so I’m not sure. I’ll find out tonight when we watch it again. At least it’s not frickin Phantom of the Opera. I think the whole reason that play works is because everyone is in awe of the mechanics of it when it’s done on stage, but in a movie there’s nothing amazing about the SFX and so your attention is directed to the storyline, songs, and acting. All of which are far too overly dramatic and exaggerated for film. It’s much more suited to live stage action.

I just asked Calum if he thinks we could have another depression. Now I’m thinking of that book, “Somewhere around the corner”. I really liked that book, it was interesting. It was about this girl who went back in time somehow, back to the depression in 1929, and they lived in a place called happy valley. They were poor and there were lots of kids, but they were happy, and things were much more simple then.

Now we have everything we want and more, and I want to go watch Azumi 2 because I just got it out from the video store and it’s $1.95 Tuesday! A dollar ninety-five for any video! Bargain! I liked the first Azumi. It was like a live-action anime. So I’m going to watch the second one just for follow-ups.

I want to download the soundtrack to Zelda, because sometimes when I’m at work I get tunes in my head and I just want to listen to them, and I would so much rather be at home playing Zelda or Norrath or Katamari than be at work.

I want to see Battle Royale. I have heard about it but have never got around to seeing it. It’s ekka day tomorrow. I’m working. Goodie. There are 11 people in our team (out of 18) working ekka day. I guess the allure of double time & a half was more attractive than spending more than we earn in a fortnight at the ekka. I don’t think I’ll go at all this year. I’m far too broke. I’d rather spend my money on going out on Thursday night. Maybe Friday, who knows. I don’t know. Or Saturday… Last

Saturday night was fun.

 

Look how skinny my sad poor wrist is.

Poor wrist.

I <3 my new computer. It has a little slot where you can put memory cards in (like XD or SD) and it has a fingerprint sensor that I use to log on instead of typing a password, which is so AWESOME.

I’m tired. And cold. And I feel sick. Google said that it was 19degrees right now but I’m disinclined to believe it on that one. Google may be smart, but I only trust current observation in the form of stepping outside and looking upward when it comes to meteorological predictions. Because it’s a weather REPORT, not a weather PREDICTION. Weather people aren’t like gypsies with crystal balls. They’re scientists! Using an imperfect science that never gets it right. There’s no point even watching the weather, apart from when it’s on Sunrise because almost everything on sunrise is entertaining. Except for when they have boring bands on there, like Il Divo, and The Veronicas, and I’m sure they’ve had Shannon Nole on there before too.

We have been watching Aus Idol. I have not sold out. We only watch it at the start, because they show all the really bad people who think they’re good. It’s so painful to watch. I don’t think it’s necessary for Kyle and Mark to be as mean as they are, but I still wonder: Where do these people get the idea that they are talented? They’re all mad. MAD  I tells ye! It was especially funny when that psycho kid went in and tried to sing and did all these suggestive gyrations to the judges, and then everyone else left, and Kyle had to fight him off by pushing the table over. It was even funnier because one of Rosie’s emo friends looked like him sort of. And the impression that I got from Rosie’s friend was the same impression I got of the psycho kid.

Occupational Therapy & Physio tomorrow. I wonder if they’re sick of me asking for tubular bandages yet? I hope not. They fray so easily, and if I put them in the wash they’re just completely useless. I wonder when I have the operation to take the pins out. I’m alternating my guesses. I think it might be a while from now because my wrist needs time to recover. But then again, the pins in the soft tissue and muscle are preventing me from having full movement in my wrist, so it can’t fully recover while they are in there.

Hmmmm. Kirra mentioned the August winds today, and said Calum seemed like he was getting excited about them. Kathryn said she laughed when her mother told her that kids go crazy in the August winds, but now she knows it’s true. They really do go crazy. I didn’t know that August winds were common knowledge, that everyone knew there were crazy winds come Ekka time. I mean, I know, because every year when we go to the Ekka it’s ridiculously windy and ridiculously cold. And dry. And westerly. I don’t like westerly winds. They are the bringers of pestilence!

My wrist hurts. As soon as I put my head down, I’ll be asleep. I’d better not rest my eyes. I’d better put my computer away now so I don’t hurt it.

Nigh nighs everyone.

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