I am waiting (fairly patiently right now) for Lauren to finish whatever it is she’s doing and call out so we can go and explore more of the neighbourhood.
I’m tired, and still a little unwell from today. I was so tired this morning, and feeling dizzy when I stand up after lying down or sitting for extended periods of time. Well good. I’m so tired that all I want to do is sit down, or lie down. And just close my eyes.
I need some water. I wish our house had a water boy. Water boy! Go get me some water!
What is the colour of a mirror? Is it silver? I like the colour of mirrors.
I want to learn German so that I can hack out ten syllables in a row and make it sound like one. Also so that I can remember what it was like, being there and hearing it.
After a week you think I’d be over it. Lauren is over it. Lauren is now at university. If I played that game Sims, then I could make her one of the characters at the universty.
I’m not doing what I want to do. What I’m doing now workwise, career-wise, makes me feel like I’ve caught the wrong train and it’s an express and it’s going somewhere I don’t want to be. Like when Lauren caught an express train to the Gold Coast by accident one day after work.
Lauren just called out. Five more minutes!
If you want a change,
start looking at job ads.
it’s the only way to begin.
I don’t want another job
For work, the job I have now is pretty good. I shouldn’t sound so ungrateful then, should I? It’s just not what I want to do for the rest of my life.