I am at home all alone. 
Normally I wouldn’t mind, but today I do. I”m not sure why, I think I’m just being a baby. Probably also because I wasn’t expecting to be, i was expecting that when i got home from the gym everyone would be home and i could talk to mum about my day (i really am a baby) and talk to rosie and see what’s happening with her… but lauren i already spoke to this afternoon because we caught up after work and i walked her to the train. But no! I got home and was knocking on the glass door for a good couple of minutes before i thought to check my phone, and there was a message from lauren saying “we have gone shopping for things. Your things maybe. But if you need any foodstuffs, call or message me” well something along those lines, so they appear to have left it until now to buy my birthday presents. My birthday’s on saturday for crying out loud! but then i suppose i did buy mum’s present on her actual birthday, but she was in melbourne at the time so it didn’t really matter. Oh and also some stupid phone woman called to see if we wanted a financial planner to come over to our house, and I couldn’t get her to stop talking ot me and i felt like crying, and she kept asking me “what is your household’s average income” and I kept saying “I DON’T KNOW” even though I do. I just can’t hang up on someone, at least not someone who is just talking normally and conversationally even if they are really annoying. So eventually after i practically shouted I DON”T KNOW she goes “right, thanks for your time.” and went away. I hated it
Today at work, Eve sent me an email asking if I wanted to go out for lunch tomorrow to celebrate the day of my birth. A wonderful idea I think. And she also said to invite anyone else i wanted to, but i really think i would only invite kristy, because other people at work are more acquaintances than friends. Melinda is a bit more of a friend, but she’s a friend of a lot of people so it counts less i suppose. it’s so hard because there really isn’t that many people at work that are our age, and usually that’s not an obstacle with me in making friends but at work for some reason it is. Wel i can make friends but not ones i would hang out with outside of work. SO we’re going out for lunch tomorrow. I think eve mentioned it to kristy before i had a chance to ask, then sent me an email warning me that kristy thought that since i didn’t tell her about it, she wasn’t invited even though it was eve’s idea. so i went over to ask her, and she got her back up immediately about it, saying “oh, i’m not invited! hoo-haa!” well she didn’t actually say hoo haa, but i could imagine her making some indignant noise. I said “i know, because i haven’t had a chance to talk to you about it yet” I had been really busy since we had training that morning, and i was leaving at 4pm as well. Long story short (ok so it’s longer than necessary already) Kristy got over it and we’ll go to lunch tomorrow. Also eve suggested we go out for drinks after work, which will be fun and we’re also going to do karaoke as well, so i think i’ll need quite a few drinks before that happens. so good-oh, i’m actually doing quite a few things for my birthday. Sadly Noelle has an exam on saturday, because she was going to come with us to the zoo, (see, i really am a baby). i’m kinda disappointed, but hey, what can you do. We’re going to west end mass when we get home in the evening, then from there to dinner. hopefully dad won’t mind going to mass and i haven’t chosen where i want ot go to dinner yet.
I spent $500 on a new pair of glasses today. Whee! They’re Prada, and very stylish 
It’s kind of like an investment, and something i needed. I still feel a little guilty, but can’t feel too bad since they’re a neccessity. I wish i had private health cover. this entry is ridden with typos. i can’t be bothered. I’m going ot play GTA. yay.
Morning tea at work tomorrow, for Ben’s farewell and my birthday. TL nearly gave me my own card to sign haha.