These are my dreams from the night of the 4th April.

ahem.

Nightmare -

Mum had cancer (stomach). I said I would giver her my kidney, liver or even some of my stomach. Then I went to sleep in an operating theatre.

Before:
Lauren, Ro and I were at home with mum. Mum said that on the weekend she would be going away to a resort for a few days. Later, I asked Rosie where mum was. I thought she said “Marty’s” and I got annoyed at mum. Then Rosie said “No, not Marty’s, that place.” meaning the resort. Then we found out she wasn’t at a resort at all, but a hospital. (up to date.)

Next:

I was in a fair, or something, but I was a boy & was driving a car. (blank)

I saw myself, (as in the boy) and he looked extremely young.

I left, but as I was leaving, I was caught up in a big crowd all going the same way. Eventually, I got out. Other people tried to get out, but couldn’t.

I was now myself (girl) in a car park. I saw my car, which was actually mum’s, and walked towards it, but I got sidetracked for some reason. When I was back in the carpark, everything had changed and what I thought was mum’s car was actually a little white Barina. I considered waiting by the Barina to see if Chris or Josh came along, but then I thought that it could be anyone’s car, so I kept walking.

I had to leave the carpark to get to the other end of it, so i did. I ended up being in another carpark joined onto the previous one. I felt scared. I didn’t want to walk through the huge archway that separated the two carparks. There were big palm trees on either side of the entrance, and as I got closer to them, one of them dropped a coconut right next to me. I was scared that if I walked through the entrance, another one might fall and hit me on the head. Then some people came along, and one, a little girl, said that what had fallen was actually a large mango, not a coconut. She picked up the mango that had fallen near me and proceeded to peel and eat it, even though there were other more ripe ones on the ground nearby. I was encouraged to try one by people I couldn’t see, only hear. As I walked through the entrance, I hoped another mango would drop because the little girl had eaten the other one.
Dream fades at this point….

I am in the car with the people who were telling me to eat the mango, but this time I could see them as well as hear them. They were telling stories, and the little girl who had taken the mango wanted one of the men to tell her favourite story. The man she was asking told her that she could tell the story. She whispered back, embarrassed, that she couldn’t, and handed him a book of her story. Dream ends here.

Next I am on a bus or train to school, with Lauren and others. I am sitting in a normal seat while Lauren sits in the back seat with others. Then the people get off and there is room in the back seat. I go sit there with Josie and Lauren, each with a seat between us. Then, another, older girl from school comes up and asks if she can sit in the back too. I move over closer to Josie so she can get past me and sit next to the window, but she doesn’t want that. She wants one of our seats. She is a bitch and saunters off. She has a permanently confused or bothered expression. End dream here.

I am in Sarah Scurrah’s car, front passenger seat. She is telling me that her one hugest wish is to become an actor. I say “Really?” and she says “Of course!” like i should have already know that. I tell Sarah a joke and impersonate someone, and she tells me I should be an actor too. I say I don’t think I’d be any good, and she says what I just did was acting and it was really good. I say it was only a joke, and doesn’t count. She doesn’t argue.

End dreams for night!